In the beginning...
And so here it is, my new blog. And I have absolutely no idea where to start. I turned 39 four days ago. I am still carrying the baby weight - my youngest baby is now 2.5 years old! I am suffering with mild anxiety/depression. I have forgotten who I am, what I like, what I enjoy. Happiness seems to be fairly elusive for me these days. So my plan is to take the next 12 months and focus on me, not to the detriment of my family of course. But because I am a fairly obsessive person, get me started on something and I will research, read, watch videos, read, and read some more, in a generally obsessive manner, I have decided to put it to good use - me. This will compose two parts - me physically, and me mentally/emotionally. My goals are to lose weight; an absolute minimum of 25lbs (to get me back to pre-baby weight) but ideally 35lbs (I was at the top end of "normal weight" before). I want to feel fit and healthy and strong - an...